As young as I can remember I felt a lot and knew things. I naturally understood what or how people would react and why. When you have deep knowing at times words are limiting to describe the information you understand or how you are even receiving it. And so you are asked to trust. I had to develop this.
When we are instructed on another way to be, it is difficult to listen to ourselves. The presence of internal questions and deep feelings of heaviness or unrest become our allies to lead us to create change. My journey opened me to comprehending the tuning fork that I am. I am able to dial into many different stations to receive information. But I needed to understand this and how I fit into it all. I was invited to understand myself, my souls journey, in this earth experience. I believe we all receive this invitation and it looks and feels different to each of us. No one truly is alike and so when we place ourselves into boxes, be a follower of sorts, we limit our capacity of creation, it doesn’t feel good, and most of us try harder to be accepted camouflaged as another instead of stepping out of the box. This method never works and leaves us in cycles with continual invitations that lead us to more of who we are and why we are here.
I share what I see, feel and know and am able to put it into context so you understand. At first I offered simply psychic readings and quickly found as I channeled there was much teaching that arrived along with the forecasts. I could see that psychic readings were limiting and there was and is so much information and energetic healing that flows from Spirit to be utilized.
To understand yourself and why and how changes can occur is a powerful gift to give yourself.
Often we may feel we are alone and so we look to others to validate how we feel or what we comprehend. I have done this many times but there arrives a moment when your questions are different. Less from a place of being powerless and more from embodying your fullness.
At times it was easy for me to see that I wasn’t alone. Receiving the Source of guidance invited me into the unseen world that reminds me, we, are never truly alone. But it also invites in the question of what does one believe? When I started my exploration into myself I had no relation with what I was taught as “god,’ and I actually was repelled from what I saw. So I have had to redefine what the unseen is to me and what do I believe?
Magic opens for us all when we simply look up from the heaviness that consumes us. One doesn’t have to hold to a belief of any deity or god but only to be open to what else is there from curiosity.
There is a quote from Rumi that says:
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing
There is a field. I’ll meet you there.
When a soul lies down in that grass
The world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase each other
Doesn’t make sense.”
We have the gift of defining our lives. The key is to comprehend what information you are using to do this and how does that even feel? For most we define our lives through filters of fear, unimportance, scarcity, acceptance, doubt, to name a few. When we understand ourselves deeply we have more power to change what we give energy to and what is steering our why. And no, you don’t have to have all the answers, that’s part of this journey of discovery. What serves you the most is curiosity of what else is there?
I have also uncovered learning from many teachings and being in containers that shift energy is important. For this journey is more than the mind. You are a whole being with so many layers and depth why would you stop at helping yourself only through the mind? Why not learn to work with your fullness on your creations and manifestations?
Our journeys are not that different. I believe I had to experience all I have and do to help me open to being a more clear conduit for Spirit. If one doesn’t do their inner work, that will become a filter for all that tries to flow through. It’s just like simply living. If we don’t understand ourselves, release what isn’t our truth, what is present are our filters.
I leave you with a poem from John O’Donohue
May you listen to your longing to be free.
May the frames of your belonging be generous enough for your dreams.
May you arise each day with a voice of blessing whispering in your heart.
May you find a harmony between your soul and your life.
May the sanctuary of your soul never become haunted.
May you know the eternal longing that lives at your heart of time.
May there be kindness in your gaze when you look within.
May you never place walls between the light and yourself.
May you allow the wild beauty of the invisible world to gather you, mind you, and embrace you in belonging.
With love,
Susan
The image is from a ceremony on the Ganges River. May you receive the gifts this Spirit offers you.